Wednesday, July 24, 2013

Panicking for hours


Recently things have been bad for me well mentally bad, I've really been struggling with anxiety and keeping myself together which for me nothing used to bother me, nothing ever phased me. I was busy with school, friends, a boyfriend, partying.. etc. But then everything fell apart from every direction and I was left with nothing, I no longer had a direction in life or anything form of motivation to keep me going in the right direction. I think that’s when things started getting bad for it and me has been hard to pick me self-back up and find a path to go on and keep moving forward.  Lately anxiety has been giving me a really hard time and I've finally gotten to the point of being sick and tired and panicking all day for hours on end that I want help any form of help will due. Anxiety has pushed me over the edge to a point of I realize nothing is going to get better around me if I don't do something about it. I can't move onto bigger and better things if I don't get help. Who's with me... oh no one ok cool...   :S The panicking off and on for a hour or so is new to me it definitely sucks and is something I'm not used to. Before I would get anxious and then either calm down or freak out but now it is like anxiousness for a hour.. Off and on no matter how hard I try to get it to stop It still happens. It is a battle I'm losing....

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